8…years…later…

Whaaaaaaaaat????????

Time really does pass so quickly…….    when looking back.

When you are in the thick of it… you don't see it slipping away so much. You have moments of awareness, of heart grabbing clarity that snaps you out of the day to day stuff and yells in your ear to "PAY ATTENTION! THIS WONT BE HERE FOR LONG! And "you REALLY are going to miss this!"

 I started writing this blog for many reasons.
One~ as a daily practice of awareness. A time for me to remind myself just how good I have it. Two~ to document all those sweet AND  sour moments that you think at the time you'll never forget ... but you do.  And
Three~ to maybe inspire others and reassure them that we all have our so called
'Issues".

Clearly I am no writer. I am no expert on anything. My education and vocabulary is limited and you will find many grammatical and spelling errors throughout even despite spellcheck.

What I do have is thought. And heart. A lot of it! It keeps me up at night and harasses me all through my days.
I have journaled my whole adult life, and that helps. But lately I feel a need to be heard. And to also hear more from other thoughtful, heartfelt minds. I follow a few inspirational blogs but would like to find more.

To be completely honest, being too busy was not the only reason I stopped writing in this blog.

Honestly , mostly it felt very vain to me. Who authorized me to write a blog???
No one deemed me worthy of speaking my mind and sharing my life. I am not -that -important. A nobody, really.

But there are a whole lot of "nobodies " out there that have thoughts and opinions worth hearing. And Now...8 years later, and approaching 50, this "nobody" has learned... it doesn't matter what people think of me. And  It has nothing to do with vanity.  It's simply about sharing who I am, what I've learned, and my plans and dreams for the future.
 And I have a whole lot of them!😘